Only an hour ago

I love how just an hour ago I was fuming. I was shaking and crying and actually threw up my body was in such a state of stress. But in just an hour I have completely come to terms with what happened. I knew it was coming. I knew it would be soon. It doesn't stop it from hurting like hell but it does help the anger go away. Its not like she wanted to hurt me. Its not like we wanted to fall out of love. But things do happen. And unfortunately people fall apart. But we are going to try to stay close. She's been my best friend for nearly two years so I pray I never lose that. And I don't think I will. Hard though it may be at first...I am sure we can do it.